A Tired Senior's Guide to Self-Reflection

A short story I wrote about identity crisis during a period of self-reflection in preparation for college essay writing near the end of senior year. 

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  1. JosueDecember 12, 2024 at 7:03 PM

    Isaiah!!! This is freaking TWENTY FOUR pages!!! How do you do it??? I wish I was half the writer you were !!!
    P.S: I never read this when it came out for the BALM but I wish I did now

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  2. IsaiahDecember 26, 2024 at 2:15 AM

    Why thank you, I try my absolute best. :)

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